rose petals on december ground
Like rose petals on December ground
so is my love for you
Seen, against bleak pavement
soft against harsh
Like rose petals on December ground
such is my love for you
Trod upon but still there
red against white
Like rose petals on December ground
so is my love for you
Always there and never fading
Like rose petals, on December ground
free for the moment
she floats above the cypress trees
the sky is hers to roam
she breathes the air without the tears
and touched clouds, like foam
she dances near the sun and yet
she doesn't feel too warm
she falls upon the fluffy clouds
which has become her life's norm
She's flying higher, higher now
she's swooping after birds
She's falling faster, faster as
she hears young laughing girls
The magic's gone, there's no more spell
tears are slipping from her eyes
she's grasping, onto anything
she's falling through her skies
She's bleeding out, the world can see
her dark reality
even in her dreams she could
never set herself free
Nov9th 2006
day 6 of pointlessness
because i'm holding on and waiting
my time will soon be up
these two weeks are draining
i feel like i'm losing blood
i'm waking up to sit here
sit here and just write
i'm bored out of my eyeballs
so my imagination takes flight
i'm talking to the dustbin
though he always ignores me
the potted plants start laughing
and my table likes to speak
i'm losing it, i know i am
my brain cells dying away
my head aches like crazy
as i struggle with what to say
but i'm holding on and lasting
because this will soon be no more
i'm breathing hard and fighting
because soon it'll be all gone
Just give me back my life
the breeze is fine
but i want out
just give me back my life
i'm sitting here
just like you've asked
isn't this enough?
chorus 1
here, you have humiliated me
expelled me and just like you want
i'm turning away,from being free
you've got me where you want me
right under your thumb
and just like in your greatest dreams
my miserable life, has just begun
The cars reflect
the light, the sun
into my teary eyes
you're winning now
so let me go
just give me back my life
Chorus 2
shame, is that what you had planned for me?
it's stained my cheeks and still you won't
leave me alone and let me be
tell me what's the point in this
stealin' my life from me
i see what stems your happiness
it's all coming true your favourite dream
Bridge
is this the reason why i'm here
cos your explanations aren't that clear
you're spurting bullshit that you can't believe
hold my wrongs against me since
it gives you pleasure you couldn't know exist
my hunger's fine
don't need to eat
just give me back my life
does it feel good
to keep me here
just give me back my life
give me back my life
Minutes
sorry, i've hardly been updating.
i've been writing a bit, with four hours a day to myself
so here goes
Minutes.
they're passing, no wait,
crawling
crawling by
this is the first step
to the rest of my wonderfully
miserable life
The dustbin keeps ignoring me,
and my table's starting to speak
the potted plants are laughing
like they see something i don't see
The sparkles in front of my eyes
are starting to dance again
and the ant on my table
says he wants to be my friend
Minutes are crawling
my time here will soon be up
of course i'l have to wait a while,
feeling like i'm in a spinning tea cup
Minutes
they're passing, actually
crawling.crawling by
this is the first step
to the rest of my life
Nov 3rd 2006
