your words
your words,
which spilt from your lips
have already left a scarr
and i will always remember
you solve it all with your i love yous
and i think you do know that too
but for once,
your kisses won't take away the hurt and the pain
you've cut me deeper to keep me sane
i'd like you to see these marks
and tell me again that i live life for myself
i'd like you to feel the cuts on my arm
and tell me again that i treat you like a toy on a shelf
you say you love me
so then i'd like you to see
how even in a relationship
you couldn't set me free
i used to say you were loving me for me
could i possibly ask for more
but i was wrong, believing foolishly
you fell in love with someone you never knew
you never really wanted to
because at that moment you thought
this is so it
you never got the chance to know the bits about me that didn't fit
i thought you were just loving me whole
but as it turns out
you simply didn't even know
so what do i do now, my dear?
now that i'm sitting all alone here
your words still haunt me
they'll never let me be
hearing your smooth voice over the phone,
biting my lip, i'm beginning to cry
it really just goes to show
how in love i still am with you
except you'll just never know
last night's
(c) xoxoCharis Vera @ 1:04:00 PM
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